a letter

do you know what a glass heart is?
do you know what a person will become after they have/ had lost everything?
i do not know of whom i am referring to, of whom i am writing to right now. this is maybe a feeling of how i am feeling now.
after i realize that people hate/hated me, i learnt that life is not perfect, and no one is. the prettiest girl in the world can be the most bitchiest one too. the richest man on earth can yet be the poorest man on earth, as he might not have love. greediness, selfishness, and many more bad characters in life, which include flirtish, hua xin, and many many more. i cant really possibly list out the whole thing, as there are too many bad things about people in life.
however, i try to be positive, and live in my own world. for the people who hate/hated me, i dont really care. life is short, so why go hating someone and wasting your life over it? you do not know what will happen to you the next minute. its mystery when you do not know what is going to happen; its history once you know what is happening.
i still remember what happened to me when everybody in the whole grade hated me. i remember that day. but now when i think of it again, i smile. i have learnt from the past, moved on, make new friends, and this is what i wanted. so, i am happy with what i have now: a huge family who loves me, friends who understand and love me, and many many more.
i do not know why i am writing this here. i feel grateful to everything and anything on the world all of a sudden, especially those who are not really... alive?
for example music. if there wasnt music in my life, what wld i do? i am grateful to them. to it.
for some reason, i am grateful to those who gave me bad memories, or you can say insane memories. it is because of them, now i treasure more. my life is more perfect than they think it will be.
xoxo
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