"FRIENDS"

cant believe how tired i feel now. i duno i thought that i have already "patched up" my broken hrt n sewn the peces back together, but now i feel it ripping again.

its lke a glass hrt,
when you nudge it
when you poke it
when u let it go n it falls
it breaks.
into a hundred n thousand million pieces.

Even if you find all those minute pieces,
even if you try to glue them back together
or even if you try to fix it again
there are still a hundered n thousand million scars dere
cuz dats a fact you cant change

its my hrt.
i want to tell you.
for the past yrs
i've been trying hard,
reli hard to patch it up.

and i did succeed,
cuz i got frenz
as i lrned from my mistakes, and
now i treasured dem more dan u r doing now.

but den till i met you,
my hrt falls apart again,
my hrt is hurt all over again,
my hrt is crying every minute again
just because i learnt the new you.

im tired u know
im trying hard to fix my hrt
im trying hrt to fix my soul
im trying hrd to fix my life
i tot it was already ok
but den u hurt me.

because of you im tired,
because of you i question friendship
because of you i am hurt
beacause of you watever i dun want to happen is happenning

even after i try to heal my hrt,
u hurt it even more
all i want to tell u is
my hrt is lke a glass hrt,
not able to face pain or hurt
so please let me free
let me heal my hrt once more...