2008年12月31日星期三

future

Sigh…I don’t know. everything now is about future. my grades, my grades, my grades. I just realize how important it is. Mommy asked me if I want to g back to Singapore. I said yes. To me, it’s a chance to prove to myself. And to the people around me. Then mommy said she want to put me into Anderson. Im a bit stressed about that idea because that’s where all my cousins go to. If I can go in, it’s a really good thing. But then two things that stress me out is: all my cousins are geniuses, even my sis is. Mommy says I’m just lazy n I lack determination. Yah I do. Another thing is, Anderson focuses on math, so your mathematics must be really good then you can join in. now I realize why math is so important. Everybody is going crazy over maths. I bet in that school its math math math. Maybe that is why my cousins are geniuses. They are like being polished n polished n polished n polished. Like a jewel that glitters all the way through. I want to go back to study but what if I have to sit s2 again…sigh…I don’t want that to happen
:( i wana go into anderson... den mommy ask me who's going to take care of you? you cant even take care of yourself.
i know i can but..*sigh*

2008年12月30日星期二

我宁愿被爱一个自己不爱的人,than 去爱一个自己知道不可能喜欢上自己的人。
因为被爱比去爱更简单。。
可是被爱不是去接受给于的爱吗?
被爱和去爱 你会选什么呢?

2008年12月29日星期一

i can do watever ppl do , sis so wat if my hand is lke dat ....
i'm normal...lke everyone...but juz different with many many bad memories... and with hands lke dis... i no if i juz relax i'll b ok...but u guyz duno if i relax its still lke dat...
im so tired it might b a challenge dat God planned in my life, i no i haf to face it, but ....
i can do it if anyone else can right?

2008年12月27日星期六

TAEKWONDO COMPETITION

MIN YEN WANTS TO GO WATCH THE TAEKWONDO COMPETITIOOOOONNNN
aiyah yesterday didnt go today coach say no time to bringus go
hrd dat yesterday 8 ppl got send into hospital some got hit in the face n in.......><
a 100 kg man juz went up dere n got hit n sent 2 hospital reli scary
aiyah i wana go watch lah
today is the final!
my coach say my bro can join next yr
cuz he's tall enuf n skinny enuf my sis also can join but she might not win cuz coach say u can write yur name but call a proffesional 1 to hit for u
unless u wana die den join...
but it LOOKS GOOD WHEN YOU APPLY FOR UNIVERSITYYYY
haha even if u didnt win it'll still look gd...

2008年12月26日星期五

still writing english essay 921 words now (: yay begginin to lke my hairstyle haha!
if the price was cheaper i hope to go there lke every time i cut my hair cuz its the onli shop dat i went to dat made me feel happy with my hairstyle immediatly (:
but rite...duh..its lke a japanese shop n beside it is lke a korean hair salon ... the korean 1 looks cool
oh yah n in the japanese salon mostly all guyz haha
*skip* *skip*
den wait for my mom dye her hair a person give me magazine to read XD so cool
saw lke alot of beauty stuff lke when u finish swimming if u want to condition yur hair use tomato sauce
now my face looks so korean X)
anyways muz concentrate n do english essay
aaahhh i cut my hair ><

2008年12月25日星期四

(: (:
on christmas eve :
did hw in the morning .....
den went to zheng da n shopping
eat lunch first was sooooo baddd
den played with younger sis a very childish game (I PLAYED WITH HER CUZ I WAS BOREEEDD)
anyways we kept looking at cars n see if any1 wasc stupid enuf to drive in circles....but of cuz....no 1 was...den we changed another game my sis started counting how many ppl wore red....X)
went to vero moda first decided to buy a sweater for sis, but what if she dun like .. den never buy told mom if sis wana buy she'll come herse;f XD den went to esprit den went to H&M didnt see any interesting stuff..... saw a woman trying on a green wool cap which looks kinda cute... but when i saw her posing w/ her frenz in front of the mirror i was lke...wth....wat is she doin...
end of day (:
oh yah n i made cheesecake watched cape no. 7 (: den keyou jingyi christy n max came at first it was onli jingyi den dey went boo! anyways it was reli fun (: got a dolphin earring from keyou ! yay! thank u so much (:

christmas (:
yayyyyyy its christmas!!!! too bad it isnt snowing....
den went out to eat lunch sis got a free thingy frm the waitress but it broke when we went home
den we went to outlettttt (:
went to esprit again den went to roxy sis bought a short skirt n jeans my bro bought a jacket at quicksilver den went to some other shops den went to starbucks sis started crying...X( didnt get to eat the strawberry cake..
anyways den went home watched alot of dvds (:



2dayyyy(:
doing english esssaayyyy aiyah juz managed to write 464 words
mayb write another evidence if cannot reach a 1000 words then i'll ask all mi cousins...bet dey no sth bout it

2008年12月22日星期一

xmasss (:

myyy dear dear xmmax wishlist
1. a special special present (:
2. a huge huge toy bear
3. a beanie cap
...
..
.
aiyah i duno wat to write :S
anyways i juz wan a special special special special xmas present (:

:(

aiyahhhh 你为什么说的和我一样 *pout*

2008年12月21日星期日

partying (:

2day after taekwondo i went to jingyi hse, den i went home to change (:
den we went to keyou's place to pick him up
den we were on the rd for lke 1 hr juz to find that bowling place
*skip*
den when we reach no1 was there
n jingyi was hungry so we went to eat papa johns
at papa johns we ordered a cheesestick n bread stick
den i put ALOT of cheese on top *yum*
den we got someone's call....forgot who was it..anyways we went to the bowling place after eating
den we played pool me n jingyi played the arcade (: fun fun (:
we played n played n played *skip the unhappy parts*
we all went to bowl but no lane den muz wait
when got alredi at dat time i muz go liao...:( but i had a fun fun day 2day(: yay!

e stupid bruise is still on my hand....

2008年12月19日星期五

last day(:

today in the morning
followed macy n christina to change into kimono
den head start to get giddy
den i very giddy
den i told christina almost cried
cuz very giddy
n tired
den went to clinic
doctor say i got fever 38 degrees
den weicheng sit over dere n listen
den i eat medicine n slp
actually no
i didnt even manage to sleep for 5 minutes
kept rolling around n playing with my glasses
den harry n christy came
with REALLY DELICOUS SANDWICHES *smacks lips*
thanks so much
den christina n hedy came
den christina went to do sth
hedy n me tlk bout stuff
dey told me a bad news
but to me i think ok lah who cares..(:
den i went out
cuz cant slp den i went to classroom
christy ask me if im ok
den alot of ppl ask
den mrs wong tell me to eat
haha but dat time no mood to eat lah sick leh eat wat
den performance time (: me, christina n macy singing in the washroom fun fun (:
den we take pic (: (:
den we go watch keyou's performance den we sing the We Are the world with the whole skl (:
got very hyper bet the principal too cuz he also started singing
skip skip
oh yah e cake thing haha n the nuggets (:
*smack lips*
luckily got food to eat (: or else muz buy things at brilliance to eat liao
thx mr crazy (:
den we go play arcade
play play play everything was all right
den..
i saw elizabeth crying
den she told me hilary was drunk alot of ppl smoking
her face was lke totali freaked out
den i tot i cld help out with hilary so i went in
i didnt want anything to happen so i rushed in suddenly some woman working dere say u looking for 209 (in chinese) den i say yah i walk faster cuz scared sth reli happen or else die
den i saw dem caisheng was sitting over dere looking at songs on table got beer can n botttle den hilary came she was totaly drunk it was so hecking scary
at first i was a bit scared den i ran out of dat heckin place
den it stayed in my mind cannot forgot tried reli hard den den hedy keep saying dat was when i freaked out
i got hecking scared n started crying den i almost felt lke curling on the floor den i cdnt stop cuz every1 keep tlking bside me den i very messed up den i run out of the place
den i saw kevin, cash, tommy, paul n some other ppl he was lke u look so happy today at first i stopped crying but den i cried again
cuz i was hecking scared
den christy n keyou keep saying no 1 is going to hurt u n stuff ... felt bit better den i went in
fever think come back again
den i looked at them play pool juz sat there n stared
den send some sms but no reply :(
den later got darker
den i saw wayne lol. forgot dat he goes to brilliance every friday dats wat erika said at first was lke omg den was oh so wat watever
den christina wan 2 c who he looks lke
den christy also go see den joxin also
dey say he not handsome lol of cuz lah he playboy leh dat time some1 also took pic of him smoking in front of the skl (old)
aiyah y i tlk bout him ah
anyways skip skip
den me keyou hansika n luwee go to macdonald n buy drinks
den we took alot of straws keyou kept pressing the thingy lke vote or sth
the woman looks a bit pissed
den we went up
all e ppl all playing very fun
bought too much coke cannot drink finish
before i left gave all to aaron
den said merry christmas 2 every1
den joxin send me to lift
on the way
den caisheng n marilyn outside said bye to dem (:
den i went home (:

2008年12月18日星期四

FRENZ

2day is a fun fun day (: in bio class mr lloyd act as santa clause very funny. but when every1 saw him at the window we got shocked X) lols :) hilary got gummy bear i got the soft coke candy (: *yum* some people got lollipops (: den it was english keyou was singing we wish you a merry christmas (: every1 started lafin den ms wong was lke do u still want to have yur lunch? haha
den lunch finally finish project (: yay!
den in art so boring i almost slept listened to musics with harry n watched TEAM AMERICA ! i love team america itsss sooooosooosooo funny got all swear words inside XD tuition tcher un let us watch but i watch liao (: some parts so sick some parts very touching some parts very "action"y
den when go back to class alot of ppl's money stolen go to hell lah whoever dat theif is :( steal my frenz money n i pod for wat *bleh* die lah u ! tcher come of cux say our fault lahhh
lol
yay can't look forward to play 2moro



suddenly felt lke writing sth to my cool cool fren called KELVIN a.k.a. 音乐天才:
哈咯(:how's life in whereever u r now :S anyways u r not short so if ppl dare to bully u bcuz of yur height dat means dey r GIANTS! aiyah yur height normal height dey're height can go BOOM den its lke 1.90 m scarrrryyyy oh yeah yur new hse got swimming pool ah waaahhh soo cool den can swim every time u want (: now over dere its summer rite ? den can swim every day n sit n get cool in the pool (:
u said u not fitting in ah? miss yur frenz ah? bet u will i mean lolz 你肯定会的。。 可是我觉得你肯定不久会适应 如果你想朋友了, 就可以教他们去用skype 来跟你聊 den if cannot leh den u can use msn lah (: n me dis supergirl will help u not bcome a owl ah
i dun wan an owl as a fren :( anyways i am sure u can fit in soon (: juz trust yurself n yur frenz (:
dey dun wan u to b unhappy rite (:
S.M.I.L.E. 4 EVER (:

2008年12月17日星期三

*POUT* ------> yay!

i didnt manage to post my last blog
2 weeks of holiday
wat m i gona do
mayb juz
go out shopping
do work
go out shopping
do work
go old skl
go out with old frenz especially
play
slp
n play
(: (: dis lfe willb fun fun (:
will buy alot alot of presents for all my frenz (: yay!

we wish u a merrrry christmas (:
lol getting hyper now (:
even tho was unhappy juz now
i'm soooooooo 2 sided (:
juz now sad till curse dat person
now happy
actually
begginin of the blog was unhappy den
pretend
lie to myself
now feel better
haf a "who cares" feeling now

2008年12月16日星期二

tiring

im tired...:(
*sniff* *sniff* not physically tired, but mentally tired, emotionally tired...
tot today will b a happy day cuz...
but den i duno y
sth went wrong rite...? but den i reli duno
shld try to b happy rite
lke at least pretend ...?

im juz sick of lies dats all..
or mayb more dan dat
*sigh*

2008年12月15日星期一

我不知道
今天好累哦发生那么多事情一下子不知道怎么面对。这个人给我压力 那个人又要我说但我不想 那另外一个人给我一种不肯能给与信任的人 被老师骂了 今天product没带去学校 老师在白板上写的竟然是日期= = 也不能怪老师
pe 的时候摔倒了不管weicheng 的错。。 应该是自己摔倒了八 随便。。反正都发生了 现在也比较好了


现在一直在想事情 想啊想啊想 想到累了。。 不想继续想了。。。不是annoying 只是没我想象中的累
还在考虑到第要不要去看比赛?
today alot of things happen
forgot to bring dt project mayb got detention but if got its e first time ....not happy bout it :(
in pe i fell while snatching the soccer ball with weicheng n den duno y i couldnt breathe juz sat there crying den went to the clinic den e doc ask me want to call my mom or not? still got class wat dats y i say dun need n dun wan mom to worry i also ay i later go back den tell now i feel much better. head not giddy can breathe better already
den after skl me n hansika were chatting cuz both of our carhaven come den she tell me sth. n dat sth is still going around my head repeating.. repeating.. dun lke it:( not fun
2day is a bad bad day :(

2008年12月13日星期六

weekend

fill in the blanks for the new dictionary made by joxin, joxin's brother(wats his name ah??><) , me, and my bro.
a is for ( )hole
b is for ()itch
c is for .....
d is for .....
e is for....
f is for () u-c-k-
g is for ()an
h is for ....
i is for ....
j is for....
k is for ()ao
l is for .....
m is for.....()a de
n is for ()i ma de
o is for ....
p is for ....
q is for...
r is for....
s is for ()lut
t is for ()md
u is for ...
v is for....
w....is for ()hore
x is for....
y is for....
is for....

lol actually these are the stuff we made up during english class (: we ate chips cuz the tcher always buy food for us (: teacher very very nice (: den we want more so we say gd stuff bout the teacher




2days stuff (:
in taekwondo class teacher tire us up *bleh! * out of breath X( teacher only stand over there n say 1..2..3..4.. aiyoh....n the little little kids so ....annoyin...shld love little kids 1 wad but dey lke xiao ppl!
n den got a yellow belt annoyin lttle grl came annoying me again. was playing the cube thingy den she came said fun or not...0.o sounds mean...><
anyways after class, when i reached home we quickly went to eat lunch mom didnt haf time to cook lunch den we went out.... n ate a very sucky lunch my bro said its yummy i tot it was lke yuck... the juice was lke boiled orange juice....n heckin sweet too.
den i came home felt depressed...feel sick... feel that i wanty to avoid again.... bnut den its not a gd way...feel dat its impossible for me to not... lol... haf to go again...but den dis time will b faster..30 minutes? 40? lol...
>< hope dat some1 can tell me jokes now...its ok if its as lame as mr llyods... :(
*sigh*

2008年12月12日星期五

:S :( :) mixed feelins wat me n christina tot

wat me n christina tot bout (:
1. guys shld make the first movee (: ( duhhhh ! unless dey r guys who r too shy >< or mayb if dat happens i'll juz wait ...4 miracle to happen ...omg i sound so heckin sarcastic X( )
2. if a guy falls in love with a girl, they should tell her i love you. if he is poor n cant afford anything like flowers or chocolates, saying i love you everyday is THE BEST (:
3. a guy should accompany a girl during the most special occasions for example: birthdays, christmas, valentines(: (if each day is a special day, me n christina will love it
4. if a guy is noticed being flirted with other girls, we, girls, will get hecking jealous n will flirt with other boyz, NOT INCLUDING U, n ignore you for a while, until you talk to her.
5. She will be happy if she knows that you talk about her with your friends, like gossip about her, about how much you like her ....( lolz. have to agree abit , i will b quite happy? i think (: at least dis way i wld no dat whether a guy lkes me or not(: )
6. if a guy tells a girl directly in her face that he likes her or i love you, it will work (: most of the time (: ( lolz sounds weird most of the time ? huh? but if its thru lke some kind of phone n no action later mayb i'll not accept :S haha dont know lah ~)
7. if a guy looks and stares at a girl, then turns his head away when the girl looks, its obvious that he likes you (: ( err...wat can i write for dis leh ???)
8. a girl would be really happy if she hears the three words from her bf everyday and say to the girl i miss you (: ( ....o.o? weird expression but yeah....no comments?lol )
9. if a guy makes a promise to a girl, HE MUST KEEP IT or the girl will be dissapointed and may not give him another chance....( lol, haha i mean mayb i will if it was e first time i wld b a bit disssapointed , 2nd time dissapointed...3rd time mayb i'll go...wth...>< u told me 3 times...how can i trust u again T^T)
10. last one....wat can me n christina think of leh? X)
errr....hm.....if a guy forgets his gf bday or favorite stuff, mayb she'll get unhappy :( ( haha 活该!*bleh* dis kind of guys will b *bleh*!)lols(:

anyways....
anyways....
wat can iwrite...d.speechless....:S

happy happy days

*frowns* *thinks* *thinks* *frowns*
lol wat m i doing ...0.o
supposed to do hw
but yeah
christina n joxin want me to do the dare =.='''
crazy people ><
anyways
hope to have more microwaved chips tommorow (:
*smaks lips *
but I PROMISE I WONT BURN THE CHIPS AGAIN
*bleh to you teacher*
dun u dare not let me go to class again cuz i no how bad it
stinks now n I HATE IT !

min yen's normal life

mrs wong didnt come today cuz she said she needed to go to singapore to do some things n the relief teacher didnt know we changed timetable so she didnt come den me n joxin were sitting in the hallway n gossiping (: den a teacher saw us he asked us who was our teacher n we explained but he didnt comeback with another teacher, so it was al' right (:
in chinese class we watched a movie me, joy, n joxin were crying ....><>< cant blive its so sad T^T
in dt class i planned to make a doll mayb a voodo doll, or a hamburger (: haha hedy smashed the pillow on me n joxin ...got pissed off cuz the pillow was hecking dirty, laid over dere for weeks ! who noes what bugs crawled on it before ! mayb some 1 even stepped on it >< yucks ...
during lunch time me ,yang jie, joxin, christina, hedy, weicheng, vince, macy played truth or dare(: fun fun (: we told macy to kiss, hug, n say i love u to stanley haha (: yang jie say he wants to 整me >< too bad he didnt :P *bleh to u yang jie*
in math class caisheng asked ms chang when did she loose her first kiss haha it was so funny (: den ms chang went keep quiet ah , or i send u out of classroom >< we learnt bout matrixes mulitplication XS
den itwas history nothing much....almost fall asleeep :(
den it was geo nothing much but when i ran back to class i heard we had test no time to revise :( but then in the end mr tyrrell tell us its just for revision (:
den me n christina ran down the stairs, as usual (: mi wife wat (: haha X)
tomorow will be busy day muz revise make bio notes ( borrow from amberXD) do hw, revise do hw, by dat time a whole day gone ...
bet it will b busy busy day X)

will you do this for ur girl?

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
guys repost as : i'll do this for my girl.
girls repost as : will u do this for ur girl?
if you don`t repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love.
if you do repost this in four minutes the one you love will :
call you;
kiss you;
love you

2008年12月11日星期四

:S

brother went out ...2 buy a christmas tree for his class 0.o said dat he will get the money back from class. not dat i dun blive.sounds to fake. mayb muz trust him more. played djmax. got a bad score. bad coordination. too slow . ><
den b4 dinner dad got mad n shouted at bro. feels bad. dun lke it when dad screams n shout. its annoyin.tirin.not fun. juz hope bro can stop makin dad pissed off.
den after practising piano felt bit better. played till my hands were sore. even tho practised onli a practise song. e kind dat repeats n repeats. but its confusin. left same as right but diff position. sounds weird. played three or four times. combine. even tho tcher dun let. juz trying it out.
the down 1 sounds better. cooler. goin higher 1 is weird. tcher say muz practise n hr aday :( tirin. play for few times hand sore liao. mayb muz practise more. den no sore arms n hands.
today in bio class i remember to tie n pin up my hair luckily didnt get own(: trying to smile now. mayb all e lol on msn now this moment is fake.
but anyways muz do hw liao :S

2008年12月10日星期三

tagggged

Tagged by Weicheng
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up.
TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the girl/boy question.
Have fun!
My name is: Yap Min Yen
Four letter word: YEAH
boy's name: Yato ...(: it means blueeee(:
girl's name: Yvonne...??
Occupation: yodeler? dohh..reh...mi...fa...SOOO...LAHH.TII!!!
Colour: yellow
Something to wear:
Beverage:
Food: Light cheese
Place:
Something found in the bathroom: Living bacteria... ... millions of them
Reason for being late: you know, my alarm clock went crazy in the morning ><
Something you shout: yay!
Font: Lucida Grandest (But doesn't show on the Blog...)
TV show:
Song title: Last Christmas by Ashley Tisdale(LUV IT!!!)
Country: Lol... I don't know...
Name 10 people to pass this on:
-Joy
-Vince
-Macy
-Julian
-Joxin
-Ashim
-Marilyn
Christina
-Weicheng
-Theresa
-Anna

anyways it wasnt easy doing this test...but it was quite fun (:

2008年12月9日星期二

M.Y. FUTUREE....PLAN...

(: cca was funner dan i tot at least not so boring (:
e guyz kept teasing mr ng >< color="#66ffff">(: for the atom project we are going to finish after we copy
all the information onto the poster (: yay~
in chinese class i got 口试n when the teacher ask me 那你认为有什么
解决的方法吗?den 1 guy suddenly say 当然没有 0.o i was lke
wth...n tcher was lke 别理他。。
oh ! and i got a 4 for math its not good for me though
i could have got a level 5 or 6 juz 2 careless :( ms chang say got improvement
onli a bit lah... last quiz i got 3 last last onli 2 or 1
dont really feel lke going out for christmas holiday cuz i wana take this time to revise
lke memorize bio notes chem notes history notes english reread notes og Kite Runner (:
chinese memorize n read again geography memorize phyiscs...read all the books that all e
smart smart cuzin give me (: (e explanation is much more easier ><) most importantlyyy
do more math question lke do all the practise on the wkbk n txtbk
feel so insane all of a sudden X) im doin dis insane stuff 4 my future plan to get into a gd gd s4 class n get gd scores in h1 n h2 n get in2 a gd university BUT during this process i will not tire up myself lke wat my sis did ...slp at 2 every week end to study ! how can i even do dat :S but den if its reli needed den i'll g dat insane lke wat ms chang said dun tire yurself up so early~:)
all e cuzins say dat uni is EASY...wth...easy个屁...u onli haf a chance either fail or pass
n now is the time to prepare for the crazy days ahead (:
even if i hrd b4 dat uni learn the things when u r s3 n s4 it'll b easy...but if its dat so easy, y go u?
or mayb juz to get a diploma n degree tlkin bout diploma i need to work xtra xtra hard to get into IB it's lke with IB u can get into any any gd gd uni....(:
IB IB IB IB IB IB IB IB IB IB
SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT
by juz doing 1 practise paper of SAT u will no how bad yur english is....i got 5 right onli...out of 13 questions...n my essay teacher say i use too many I's dunno y its bad n for maths any secondary student can do it its sooooo easy dey show u e equations on the top n all the questions at the bottom
lke there's a sphere wats the volume of it ?
at least now i no how MATHS is "important" in IB...english is much more important...
anyways.... i juz finished reading When We Were Orphans n 5 more pages of 大象的眼泪 it was not as gd as i tot...more of an adult novel i think mayb the next book im going to read is The Sea or the chinese bk about a person who counts the sand n gives it names lke 1..2...3..4..5..6..7..8.9..i think he has lke over hundreds of it...lol
oh yeah n in english class mrs wong was tellin us bout chilli padi n what it meant: looks small, but when he/she speaks, the words can harm people alot..
for some reason, some people starting going PAD -DI PAD-DI we kept repeating it but mrs wong didnt get our jokes ...0.o~~~~ OH YEAH WE'RE GONA FINISH KITE RUNNER SOON~
but bad thng is we're gona start on shakespeare....errr is dat how u spell ?!?! 0.o
must start doing hw now (: (:
jia you ! fightinn(:


2008年12月6日星期六

feelings:S

dis feeling is suppose to be a special one....but then i dont know why i want to avoid this feeling from coming back to me....either than dat i reli dunno wat i can do...*sigh*
nothin to writemuch 2day...:(

2008年12月4日星期四

6:55p.m.

today is a NORMAL NORMAL DAY except ppl in shs had ART FESTIVALLLLL omg... i love their art festival but i heard it was 3 hrs long... i remember the last art festival i was sitting there and watching i almost fell aslp cuz it was 2 and a half hrs long! anyways it was still quite fun s i was eating lollipops thruout the whole show~ *yum* *yum*
alot of ppl left suis lke hank wayne henry erika katie anthony.. miss most of dem :S
anyways MY DAY TODAY WAS LIKE bad...then it turned better during lunch ..
during biology me and amy were turning insane over the stupid watver thingthat u call that u put glucose in it n its partially permeable oh..yeah dat's called a visking tube... XD n den ms rosalene kept saying you are not going to do experiments in my class if you are not going to tie it up. i warned you so many times . your fringe is going to get you into trouble and you are going to pull your freinds marks down. why can't your partner just warn you about it? BUT at that time i didnt bring a clip so i borrowed a hairband from christina n the clip from hedy... in total the experiment FAILED when i returned the hair thingy to christina it brokeee :( so srry
but anyways english class was quite fun i didnt bring my kite runner bk so i was busy copyinng down the notes on foolscapp paper i didnt concentrate and was drawing on hansika's bk n dat time mrs wong knocked on the tabl i was lke shockeddn i quickly wrote down watever she said. ><
n den it was lunch
when me and hedy was eating suddenly yangjie came over and said 你好beside my ear which totally freaked me out X( haha i get scared too easily :S 1 of my weaknesss X(
den yangjie ask me want to go gym i say cannot cuz muz do chemistry den he say oh ok oh i also muz do my it project haven finish sth lke dat i forgot liao ... X) but mayb if got time tommorow lunch i'll go gym instead of STAYING IN THE BORING CLASSROOMM! lols...
n den it was art...me n luwee were writing notes...XD i was sleepy n he told me to slp n i did ..but onli for 5 minutes but i felt bit better after sleeping for a tiny tiny bit .. den hit was physics mr lloyd wrote on the board
TODAY'S PHYSIC'S CLASS IS GOING TO SUCK
n i told hansika huh.. every physic's class suxx... anyways den we realize dat we were "sucking" from straws to measure....sth? den me hedy joxin and hansika were in a team we connected the straws together with tape but we failed... it was so fun. n when mr lloyd was tlking me and hansika were camwhoring at the back of the classroom (: fun fun (:
den it was end of skl
and when i was going down yang jie took me and weicheng's chemistry model he said minyen i hijack yur model ah! i was lke nooooooo cannot! it was sooo funny weicheng kept laughing by the side = =

anyways ...(: it was quite a fun day (:
muz do math questions ....PRACTISE PRACTISE AND PRACTISE....BUT DONT GO CRZY OVA DOING MATH QUESTIONS ....cuz its badd badd baddd XD
im getting hyper....XD

END

2008年11月30日星期日

cam whoreessss

wooot i finally managed to get some of the pcitures (:

this is sssooooo cuteeee ~ i pretended to sleeep and christina was like "shhhhhh" XD thx christina ! *hugs*


*muahkz*

christina told me to copy L....lol XD



cuteeeeee (: me joxin hansika rebbecca elizabeth christina...XD


USSSSSS WOOOOOOTTTSS



(: (: iduno wat to write liao so mayb for photo's onwards no comments...














not gona put any more pic liao..... (: it was soooo fun camwhoring ! WOOOTTT ! WOOOT!
XOXO M.Y.

2008年11月29日星期六

class with joxin on a saturday (:

shucks lah....juz now in class me n joxin burnt the chips on accident... we forgot that we left the chips in the stupid microwave and we were chatting then we suddenly smelt sth burnin den i was lke oh shit n when we open the door of the microwave n took the chips out half of it was burnt....><
bout 10 minutes later the whole place smelt of burnt stuff...
so embarrassinggg >
wun write anymore
xx
xoxo
M.Y.

2008年11月24日星期一

past...

好久都沒有囬去暸。。。時間大概有一年暸。。。我是不是應該囬去看看 雖然那裏有很多 很多不開心的囬憶。。可是那裏也有很多幫助我的人(:
去 不去 去不去? 如果去的話,對我和她都不好如果髮生什么不開心的事情呢?
好茅盾哦 >< 不知道拉 不知道拉

現在轉學暸,應該每個人都忘記暸。。忘記最好, 雖然我很想很想忘記 但是越想忘記的事情 就越難忘記。。。

現在有些事情讓我不知道應該怎么辦。。。>< 有點害怕有點要退縮因為那些行為讓我不知所措><或者他們德行為就是這樣的吧。。。

應該不要那么的緊張。。×放鬆××放鬆× × (: 想太多暸啊~ :P
×O×O M.Y.

2008年11月23日星期日

wat i did at 14:23 november 24th 2008

sooooo bored..... thinkin of atoms atoms and atoms especially CARBON ISOTOPE 12 ~ >< nmothing on google that is usable..or good information...either it cant b open or its some other stuff....
trying to concentrate now but yeah failed....
today is joxin's birthday~ yeaahh~~~ (: happy birthday joxin >3<



进天已经是二十四号 就代表。。。走了 ><
随便他啦 在那里过得好就好了 (:反正他不高兴的时候,都会和我说反正我是他的女超人嘛~ d: if u see this blog .....den .....(: smile ya u no thats wat i always always tell u (: smile n b happy 4ever cuz u no i support u wad ....lols.... :p
( BUT ..... i dun think you will see this but if u see it den YAY~ )

im stuck with words so i think i'll go and "concentrate'' in researching of my chemistry project (: YEAH ~ about Carbon isotope 12 ~

-*hugs**hugs*
M.Y.

2008年11月22日星期六

life...

wow... all my cuzins r lke in other countries doing their u now..... one is in london one is in sweden..and another one is.... i forgot....but then they]re lke so smart....n im lke so lazy yah.... feels pressurized....i muz b smart....haha....daty sounds stupid.....mayb my new statement will be dun act stupid act smart....but then i think im trying to act stupid im not lke meaning im smart im juz lazy lke hell easily distracted and stuff....:P now i shld study late....start studying late i mean lke get all the knowledge in my brain and stuff...

23:00
im so bored.... there's nothing to do except for homework but then im not in the mood to do hw now ><><
but then happy birthday to joy
oh yeah today is lina's birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
*hugs**hugs*

2008年11月19日星期三

pretending

我有可能会和朋友出去玩星期五的时候 (: 好想念他们哦 不知道他们现在过得怎样 可是如果我回去的话, 我怕他们还会在。。。那些变态 无奈 *叹气ING* 镇搞不懂他们满脑子里都是什么
今天是我最不开心的一天 过得最累,最久的一天 在学校差点睡着,回家后又跟妹妹吵架 不应该那么大声骂她 可是她用妈妈来压我所以我很生气现在眼睛很干。。。
星期天是jing yi 生日 (:
happy birth day lets countdown for you yaaah
4...3...2...1....(:





im trying soooo hard to be happy but i fail.... the only thing i feeel lke doing now is cry ....ppl say i shld not cry dat much ....but so...i reli cant take it anymore....its so tiring....ive tried hard to control my temper even if i no every1 is letting me ....
how i wish mom n dad are home right now...

tired....

我不知道 不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道
我真的好累好好累好累
why muz u gimme such a big "job" to do....u keep saying im not independant enuf n stuff n so immatture n stuff now i muz take care of sisters and brother im not the oldest... im hecking tired alredi...its onli e second day but please come home now.....i cant take it anymore i cant breathe mom and dad .... i miss u....please come back quickly i cant take it ....

2008年11月17日星期一

high!

how can i be high again yahh~ mayb find some gum or candy or chocolate ! like chocolate mousse or chocolate icecream, or hot chocolate with marshmellow! *yum**yum* or i can juz make myself a cheesecake or cupcakes ! dat will be reaaaaaallllly great !
:P ate keyou's choco in class ~ *yum* its reli nice dark chocolateeeee
now i juz feel lke eating sushi, chocolate mousse , tiramisu , n alot alot more! im getting greedier n greedierrr X(:
need to revise 4 math test liao.....X(

thx 2 especially u ....i juz wanted the old u back glad dat u understood my hints

><

sigh sigh
dad is going to germany tomorrow and mum's not here for a week dat reli reli sucks how i wish i can tell both of them not to go cuz i dun reli lke it when the whole family is not eating together for dinner >< i remember mom had a meeting when it was sis bday so it was juz me , dad, sis , sis , uncle n bro n some of sis frenz ...but then, even f there was lke so many ppl it still feels weird... i wanted to wait but then , mom didnt come home early dat day.... worse of all she didnt eat the cake... T^T i mean mayb she didnt feel lke eating cake? but then i still wished she cld haf juz ate a piece or sth...
when we went out yesterday i hurt my leg... it was a bad bad day....when my bro me n sis went to buy food, i was waiting cuz e queue was reli long den bro bought some food...i ate 1 den sis said left 1 do u want to eat i said anything den sis said to bro if u want to eat u can eat.... den bro quickly stuffed it into his mouth... den sis said waah so fast speed ah den 4 some reason i hit him on the hand the food dropped on the floor. everyone was staring my brother scolded my in front of so many ppl i was embarrased i shldnt haf hit him rite....but then im still hurt...didnt get embarrased infront of public b4
T^T





shit....i need to b high again to stop the tears from flowing





aaaah......
ihate this.....


but then sometimes i reli wana change
but then sometimes i reli wana say i cant take it anymore




family is really impoortant to me more dan frenz now.... more dan anything else

unhappy stuff n err....happy stuff? lolz...

今天我在网上看见了至上励合的不好的东西 虽然不关我的事情但是这样做也有点过分吧。。。网上都写他们的声音很。。。那个那个 就说他们是人妖 虽然他们不是我的number 1 但是呢 看不爽 那里可以这样写?就算他们的声音像人妖,或者他们就是人妖>< 他们现在不是很红吗? 没想到世界上的一些人也会这样写。。并且至上励合的歌声还不错啊! (:


today's skl was reli reli fun....rebecca made a reli delicous choco cake for hedy and keyou~ (: *yum**yum* deres gona b another choco cake on wednesday (: (: YEAH i love choco ... in chemistry class i kinda pity ms fong alredi she;s lke trying hard to teach us...but ...lolz....mayb she shld juz give us more detention ! XD jkjk ...but then, its reli annoying to haf classes lke dat. i feel sad for her ....T^T
joy's piano exam is tommorow 8th level! muz 加油啊~(: fighting ~ fighting
s3 rubbbbby......ssiss3ruby0809.blogspot.com whoever is in 3 ruby muz go ya ~ i always go there for hw (: XD
physics test is nest monday when is math test ? redo english test tommorow :(
thinking about the cheer and the chorographing i need to chorograph the whole dance by myself. plus even the skl clothes design i did most by my self i dun mean to say dat but now i no that chilling for too long time will not do anything isnt it? *sigh * mayb i reli need to chill....or maybe i shld not take winning too much to heart ....ppl say its juz the process that matters isnt it? but to me the results and the process is equally important thats y when i reli wana win i'll try my best....mayb im not fit to be in competitions?
lolz im getting emo again (: (: muz not think 2 much yaaaah, min yen ?!?!
xoxo Y.M.Y (: xoxo

2008年11月14日星期五

skl life on a friday ????!

havent came on blogspot for a long long timeeee :( juz went to some other ppl's blogspot it is reli weeeellll designed mine is like so plain....
oh yeah, i an going GOING to choose the cheer song MYSELF cuz no1 is helping me ! urgh cant blive i haf to do the whole chorography thing my own that reli suck. i plan to use 4 minutes as the song, and juz use the dance from their mv. but then... im not sure if they agree or not...
i bet 3 amber will do their cheer reli reli well cuz anna is lke reli reli reli reli reli good / marvellous/excellent and my class is lke no one is like caring about it except for me
i did not go to the ice skating thing today cuz didnt feel lke going didnt no how to skate 'fraid will b embarrassed :P planned to do the cheer planned to revise
i did find some cheer moves for the dance but it was lke all baddddd...... it looked so crazy! i mean who will dance that ! its too ....errrr....howdya say off the border?!?! dat sounds weirddd
bt den yeah for the revision part no way planeed to do more maht questions as i am REAAALLLY careless :P i need more revision and stuff. sooooo i made a chart of all the formulaes like y=mx+c... y-y1=m(x-x1)...... wow didnt blive that i cld juz memorize it after doing 5 questions ....
dats wat practises are for (:
we watched little boxes today it is still rhyming in my head....little boxes on the hill side... going to camp ... XD
juz realize that this is the first blog that isnt ....EMO? lols , mayb i changed (: in a good way
oh yeah , by the way me and hedy found a piece of note on the computer lab 4 it was soooooooo *blegh* *blegh * disgusting to think of it makes me feel lke throwing up. yuck can t blive a normal person can write dat !
i need to buy keyou's present but if my mom duzen allow me to buy lke sth expensive i'll have to make sth for him..... and i haf to buy for hedy and joxin too i asked luwee but he didnt want so yeah :S
i am lke reading this again and again it duzen make sense but yeah its juz watever dat comes into my mind first
i have to add more pictures to it lke 自拍照~or i can take it with the ppl in my taekwondo class or with ppl in s3 ! dat will be reli fun thinking bout skl , i tot of the conversation with hedy lizabeth joxin in the washroom bfor english class for some reason i liked talking in the washroom cuz...its .....fun?????!
den when it was english class, mrs wong told us to go to the lab . i went down first cuz i tot i was late but then i saw only weicheng dere and mrs wong ... wanted to go on facebook but cldnt as the computer's main power was off X( got scolded by mrs wong cuz i was tlking to hedy too many times :S
today's lunch time i was bullying macy :P it was sooooo fun ( i sound soooo mean ) but yeah i managed to play some bball today n it was quite....ok?!?!
my brain is lke empty now.....i still haf to do my sister's chinese poem thingy.....she tells me to do her poem's most of the time especially when it is in chinese. im ok with it, cuz mayb writin is one of myhobbies? but then it duz not go on rank 1 cuz bball is rank 1
of frenz my rank 1 might be XXXXin i think he noes cuz i told him alredi when he said he was lonely cuz no 1 haf me in rank 1 so i said u might b my rank1 its a possible case....its 60 70 % true? but i wun lie to him cuz i noe dat he reli reli reli reli need support (:
but nvm bout him
haf to go do poem......(:
S.M.I.L.E. 4 E.V.E.R (:
Y.M.Y (:

2008年11月10日星期一

学校生活

今天发生的事情:
assembly : 学校开暖气, 但是坐在那里热死了。。。。〉〈
一直在发呆, 在想事情...昨天的事情啊, 不知道要不要问教练要他的号码
physics: 出去玩了 去量distance time graph 和speed time graph
下个星期思考试!
lunch .....今天不知道为什么没有胃口 什么都没吃 就直接去了gym
坐在那里听着歌,已开始还好啦,但是leh, 后来开始无聊了就乱逛>< 后来发现了一些怪人(他们在干吗啊。。。 )

pe:开始排练了
chemistry: 四然一直在听课,但是吵得要命,听不到,看不到,所以后来就像跟老师问问题是用喊><

我现在学到了。。。
为什么失去后,才更懂得珍惜呢?

我应不应该去要他们的电话(虽然只是想一起打球,但是也不想引起误会阿。。。)

2008年10月21日星期二

truth

the day i came here,
and the day i met you.
i didnt know that you were what you are now.

i always thought,
you were much better.
not mean, not selfish,
but friendly, kind, and thoughtful.

but then,
as time slowly passes,
i realize the truth,
th truth that cuts, slashes,
and leaves marks in my heart.

i want to ask you now,
why are you like this?
or is this something that i should learn,
that the more u be freinds with some one,
the more you dislike them?

is this the way u treeat me?
why are you doing this?

2008年10月20日星期一

life

juz realize dat making freinds is harder than making enemies cuz u dun haf to know a person to h8 dem rite... *sigh* getting too emotional n senstitive again

taekwondo class was sooooo tired yesterday...SAT class was so boring the day bfore

i wana change ....again....im tired of the me now....maybe not tired, but just scared. its not thaat easy for everything. or maybe im just making things complicated. because this is the time when i realize that life is complicated. people is complicated. thoughts are complicated. so whats not?

2008年10月18日星期六

SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT

had boring SAT classes in the morning. bet everyone in 9th grade knows it already.

2day is a bad bad day + a normal normal day. mayb i m tooo errr...心软?
lol, sounds stupid but yeah
its a normal normal day because i realize of many many things.... >< *pressurized*
bad bad day because i quarreled with my brother yesterday n my mom n dad got angry n i was sad.. n i think i cried too much till i couldnt breathe. i think that i should learn to handle stress more....cuz...
peer pressure + homework stress + personal stress= 我要疯了!
why is SAT so boring???!!!

2008年10月17日星期五

(:

waaaahhh~
lols i cant blive dat we're in s3 now....i feeel s2 still....
alot of newbies, but yeah , dey ROCK~ cant blive dat dey helped me so much....
old ppl new ppl ...
虽然感觉上有点喘不过气来〉〈但是呢, 应该没有他们我也不知道该怎么办了吧?

今天数学考试SO HARD !
bet only the geniuses did question 6><>< not fun :(

suddenly felt lke saying thank you to so many ppl like jing yi keyou sung jun....lol...said tons of times to them. thank you. thank you . thank you. but w/o their help i dun think i can 过这些日子。。。i sound as if im dying....@@
but den yeah 世界上没有朋友真得活不下去阿~
i mean bcuz ofstuff dat happened before ive never get to have that kind of freindship feeling REAL REAL FREINDSHIP FEELING but den yeah.... me cant live without frenz
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