cam whoreessss

wooot i finally managed to get some of the pcitures (:

this is sssooooo cuteeee ~ i pretended to sleeep and christina was like "shhhhhh" XD thx christina ! *hugs*


*muahkz*

christina told me to copy L....lol XD



cuteeeeee (: me joxin hansika rebbecca elizabeth christina...XD


USSSSSS WOOOOOOTTTSS



(: (: iduno wat to write liao so mayb for photo's onwards no comments...














not gona put any more pic liao..... (: it was soooo fun camwhoring ! WOOOTTT ! WOOOT!
XOXO M.Y.

class with joxin on a saturday (:

shucks lah....juz now in class me n joxin burnt the chips on accident... we forgot that we left the chips in the stupid microwave and we were chatting then we suddenly smelt sth burnin den i was lke oh shit n when we open the door of the microwave n took the chips out half of it was burnt....><
bout 10 minutes later the whole place smelt of burnt stuff...
so embarrassinggg >
wun write anymore
xx
xoxo
M.Y.

past...

好久都沒有囬去暸。。。時間大概有一年暸。。。我是不是應該囬去看看 雖然那裏有很多 很多不開心的囬憶。。可是那裏也有很多幫助我的人（：
去 不去 去不去? 如果去的話，對我和她都不好如果髮生什么不開心的事情呢？
好茅盾哦 >< 不知道拉 不知道拉

現在轉學暸，應該每個人都忘記暸。。忘記最好, 雖然我很想很想忘記 但是越想忘記的事情 就越難忘記。。。

現在有些事情讓我不知道應該怎么辦。。。>< 有點害怕有點要退縮因為那些行為讓我不知所措><或者他們德行為就是這樣的吧。。。

應該不要那么的緊張。。×放鬆××放鬆× × （： 想太多暸啊～ :P
×O×O M.Y.

wat i did at 14:23 november 24th 2008

sooooo bored..... thinkin of atoms atoms and atoms especially CARBON ISOTOPE 12 ~ >< nmothing on google that is usable..or good information...either it cant b open or its some other stuff....
trying to concentrate now but yeah failed....
today is joxin's birthday~ yeaahh~~~ (: happy birthday joxin >3<



进天已经是二十四号 就代表。。。走了 ><
随便他啦 在那里过得好就好了 （：反正他不高兴的时候，都会和我说反正我是他的女超人嘛～ d: if u see this blog .....den .....(: smile ya u no thats wat i always always tell u (: smile n b happy 4ever cuz u no i support u wad ....lols.... :p
( BUT ..... i dun think you will see this but if u see it den YAY~ )

im stuck with words so i think i'll go and "concentrate'' in researching of my chemistry project (: YEAH ~ about Carbon isotope 12 ~

-*hugs**hugs*
M.Y.

life...

wow... all my cuzins r lke in other countries doing their u now..... one is in london one is in sweden..and another one is.... i forgot....but then they]re lke so smart....n im lke so lazy yah.... feels pressurized....i muz b smart....haha....daty sounds stupid.....mayb my new statement will be dun act stupid act smart....but then i think im trying to act stupid im not lke meaning im smart im juz lazy lke hell easily distracted and stuff....:P now i shld study late....start studying late i mean lke get all the knowledge in my brain and stuff...

23:00
im so bored.... there's nothing to do except for homework but then im not in the mood to do hw now ><><
but then happy birthday to joy
oh yeah today is lina's birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
*hugs**hugs*

pretending

我有可能会和朋友出去玩星期五的时候 （： 好想念他们哦 不知道他们现在过得怎样 可是如果我回去的话， 我怕他们还会在。。。那些变态 无奈 *叹气ING* 镇搞不懂他们满脑子里都是什么
今天是我最不开心的一天 过得最累，最久的一天 在学校差点睡着，回家后又跟妹妹吵架 不应该那么大声骂她 可是她用妈妈来压我所以我很生气现在眼睛很干。。。
星期天是jing yi 生日 （：
happy birth day lets countdown for you yaaah
4...3...2...1....(:





im trying soooo hard to be happy but i fail.... the only thing i feeel lke doing now is cry ....ppl say i shld not cry dat much ....but so...i reli cant take it anymore....its so tiring....ive tried hard to control my temper even if i no every1 is letting me ....
how i wish mom n dad are home right now...

tired....

我不知道 不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道不知道
我真的好累好好累好累
why muz u gimme such a big "job" to do....u keep saying im not independant enuf n stuff n so immatture n stuff now i muz take care of sisters and brother im not the oldest... im hecking tired alredi...its onli e second day but please come home now.....i cant take it anymore i cant breathe mom and dad .... i miss u....please come back quickly i cant take it ....

high!

how can i be high again yahh~ mayb find some gum or candy or chocolate ! like chocolate mousse or chocolate icecream, or hot chocolate with marshmellow! *yum**yum* or i can juz make myself a cheesecake or cupcakes ! dat will be reaaaaaallllly great !
:P ate keyou's choco in class ~ *yum* its reli nice dark chocolateeeee
now i juz feel lke eating sushi, chocolate mousse , tiramisu , n alot alot more! im getting greedier n greedierrr X(:
need to revise 4 math test liao.....X(

thx 2 especially u ....i juz wanted the old u back glad dat u understood my hints

><

sigh sigh
dad is going to germany tomorrow and mum's not here for a week dat reli reli sucks how i wish i can tell both of them not to go cuz i dun reli lke it when the whole family is not eating together for dinner >< i remember mom had a meeting when it was sis bday so it was juz me , dad, sis , sis , uncle n bro n some of sis frenz ...but then, even f there was lke so many ppl it still feels weird... i wanted to wait but then , mom didnt come home early dat day.... worse of all she didnt eat the cake... T^T i mean mayb she didnt feel lke eating cake? but then i still wished she cld haf juz ate a piece or sth...
when we went out yesterday i hurt my leg... it was a bad bad day....when my bro me n sis went to buy food, i was waiting cuz e queue was reli long den bro bought some food...i ate 1 den sis said left 1 do u want to eat i said anything den sis said to bro if u want to eat u can eat.... den bro quickly stuffed it into his mouth... den sis said waah so fast speed ah den 4 some reason i hit him on the hand the food dropped on the floor. everyone was staring my brother scolded my in front of so many ppl i was embarrased i shldnt haf hit him rite....but then im still hurt...didnt get embarrased infront of public b4
T^T





shit....i need to b high again to stop the tears from flowing





aaaah......
ihate this.....


but then sometimes i reli wana change
but then sometimes i reli wana say i cant take it anymore




family is really impoortant to me more dan frenz now.... more dan anything else

unhappy stuff n err....happy stuff? lolz...

今天我在网上看见了至上励合的不好的东西 虽然不关我的事情但是这样做也有点过分吧。。。网上都写他们的声音很。。。那个那个 就说他们是人妖 虽然他们不是我的number 1 但是呢 看不爽 那里可以这样写？就算他们的声音像人妖，或者他们就是人妖>< 他们现在不是很红吗？ 没想到世界上的一些人也会这样写。。并且至上励合的歌声还不错啊！ (:


today's skl was reli reli fun....rebecca made a reli delicous choco cake for hedy and keyou~ (: *yum**yum* deres gona b another choco cake on wednesday (: (: YEAH i love choco ... in chemistry class i kinda pity ms fong alredi she;s lke trying hard to teach us...but ...lolz....mayb she shld juz give us more detention ! XD jkjk ...but then, its reli annoying to haf classes lke dat. i feel sad for her ....T^T
joy's piano exam is tommorow 8th level! muz 加油啊～(: fighting ~ fighting
s3 rubbbbby......ssiss3ruby0809.blogspot.com whoever is in 3 ruby muz go ya ~ i always go there for hw (: XD
physics test is nest monday when is math test ? redo english test tommorow :(
thinking about the cheer and the chorographing i need to chorograph the whole dance by myself. plus even the skl clothes design i did most by my self i dun mean to say dat but now i no that chilling for too long time will not do anything isnt it? *sigh * mayb i reli need to chill....or maybe i shld not take winning too much to heart ....ppl say its juz the process that matters isnt it? but to me the results and the process is equally important thats y when i reli wana win i'll try my best....mayb im not fit to be in competitions?
lolz im getting emo again (: (: muz not think 2 much yaaaah, min yen ?!?!
xoxo Y.M.Y (: xoxo

skl life on a friday ????!

havent came on blogspot for a long long timeeee :( juz went to some other ppl's blogspot it is reli weeeellll designed mine is like so plain....
oh yeah, i an going GOING to choose the cheer song MYSELF cuz no1 is helping me ! urgh cant blive i haf to do the whole chorography thing my own that reli suck. i plan to use 4 minutes as the song, and juz use the dance from their mv. but then... im not sure if they agree or not...
i bet 3 amber will do their cheer reli reli well cuz anna is lke reli reli reli reli reli good / marvellous/excellent and my class is lke no one is like caring about it except for me
i did not go to the ice skating thing today cuz didnt feel lke going didnt no how to skate 'fraid will b embarrassed :P planned to do the cheer planned to revise
i did find some cheer moves for the dance but it was lke all baddddd...... it looked so crazy! i mean who will dance that ! its too ....errrr....howdya say off the border?!?! dat sounds weirddd
bt den yeah for the revision part no way planeed to do more maht questions as i am REAAALLLY careless :P i need more revision and stuff. sooooo i made a chart of all the formulaes like y=mx+c... y-y1=m(x-x1)...... wow didnt blive that i cld juz memorize it after doing 5 questions ....
dats wat practises are for (:
we watched little boxes today it is still rhyming in my head....little boxes on the hill side... going to camp ... XD
juz realize that this is the first blog that isnt ....EMO? lols , mayb i changed (: in a good way
oh yeah , by the way me and hedy found a piece of note on the computer lab 4 it was soooooooo *blegh* *blegh * disgusting to think of it makes me feel lke throwing up. yuck can t blive a normal person can write dat !
i need to buy keyou's present but if my mom duzen allow me to buy lke sth expensive i'll have to make sth for him..... and i haf to buy for hedy and joxin too i asked luwee but he didnt want so yeah :S
i am lke reading this again and again it duzen make sense but yeah its juz watever dat comes into my mind first
i have to add more pictures to it lke 自拍照～or i can take it with the ppl in my taekwondo class or with ppl in s3 ! dat will be reli fun thinking bout skl , i tot of the conversation with hedy lizabeth joxin in the washroom bfor english class for some reason i liked talking in the washroom cuz...its .....fun?????!
den when it was english class, mrs wong told us to go to the lab . i went down first cuz i tot i was late but then i saw only weicheng dere and mrs wong ... wanted to go on facebook but cldnt as the computer's main power was off X( got scolded by mrs wong cuz i was tlking to hedy too many times :S
today's lunch time i was bullying macy :P it was sooooo fun ( i sound soooo mean ) but yeah i managed to play some bball today n it was quite....ok?!?!
my brain is lke empty now.....i still haf to do my sister's chinese poem thingy.....she tells me to do her poem's most of the time especially when it is in chinese. im ok with it, cuz mayb writin is one of myhobbies? but then it duz not go on rank 1 cuz bball is rank 1
of frenz my rank 1 might be XXXXin i think he noes cuz i told him alredi when he said he was lonely cuz no 1 haf me in rank 1 so i said u might b my rank1 its a possible case....its 60 70 % true? but i wun lie to him cuz i noe dat he reli reli reli reli need support (:
but nvm bout him
haf to go do poem......(:
S.M.I.L.E. 4 E.V.E.R (:
Y.M.Y (:

学校生活

今天发生的事情:
assembly : 学校开暖气， 但是坐在那里热死了。。。。〉〈
一直在发呆， 在想事情...昨天的事情啊， 不知道要不要问教练要他的号码
physics: 出去玩了 去量distance time graph 和speed time graph
下个星期思考试！
lunch .....今天不知道为什么没有胃口 什么都没吃 就直接去了gym
坐在那里听着歌，已开始还好啦，但是leh， 后来开始无聊了就乱逛>< 后来发现了一些怪人（他们在干吗啊。。。 ）

pe：开始排练了
chemistry: 四然一直在听课，但是吵得要命，听不到，看不到，所以后来就像跟老师问问题是用喊><

我现在学到了。。。
为什么失去后，才更懂得珍惜呢？

我应不应该去要他们的电话（虽然只是想一起打球，但是也不想引起误会阿。。。）