This blog is dying much, since all my friends are on onsugar instead.

myrandomness.onsugar.com

adios, baby.

I got bored,
started camwhoring a bit on my mac.
Shanghai, please stop blocking blogger!
annoying much.
):

true friends with a capital T..

"are you okay?" "im worried about you." "what happened?"

she showered him with care but then he was too hurt todo anything.

he could have said " im okay"

but then he said something else which made her more worried about him.

"just wish the best for me."

her heart lifted up with fear and her brows creased together.

she almost wanted to scream that she was really worried about him.

even if it was just a friend. a really good friend.

its wierd. she thought that he was the same as her.

knowing what hethought and stuff.

maybe thats what true friends are.

true friends with a capital T ...

f-f-finally back in singapore. urgh. was supposed to be HERE on 22nd. but then i had a fever so i was stuck there. and then came back the day bef0re oh yah. and i received his sms lke SO LATE i already decided to go WHATEVER..... so i didnt reply plus i was goin broke. my phone bill almost died for the second time. the first time it was.... cant remember. anyways
I SRSLY WANT TO GO OUT. being so zhai is damn boring.
i'll go shopping more shopping and shoppin. i'll ask my cuzins to bring me out.==*sighs* its raining outside.. depressing my mood isnt it?
ily.

random-ness

OMG!
urgh blogspot is still BLOCKED. damn. im not in shanghai now im in fuzhou doing stuff... went to 2 parks with my aunt and it was TTLY FUN.
yesterday went out to ktv 第一次那么疯...lol(: den gossiped bout stuff xD
have to go in 5 minutes... kelvin is a bit unhappy or maybe very unhappy sigh so WORRIED ABOUT HIM.
ily dear mr popular?
xoxo
minyen

and and i cant wait for 0722 to come(:

i cannot control the tears from coming out of my eyes. im sorry. memories gush through my mind. the first time i went to a psychologist. the first time i believed in teachers. that was fourth grade or fifth. they looked nice. they really looked nice. i told them everything. really i told them everything. the first time i got emo. in primary. i rememmber walking through the hallways by myself. it was so lonely so dark like how my hrt felt. the lights were not properly fixed. so it was rather dim. then they fixed the skl. ppl came ppl left. my life changed. i tot it was better until s2. i tot i cld trust my form tcher. i told him dat i was going to a new skl. i do not wanna blame anyone else, but the only thing i need now and since primary is a bit of encouragement dats all. is dat really hard? cant you just say min yen you can do it or sth... rather than telling the new s3 teacher EVERYTHING n den i remember of the day where we had basketball match the new teacher told me dat she has heard about the changing skl thing. she was evening telling me it was not time for me. i remember how angry i got and even where i was on the basketball court. i remember CLEARLY who was there, wat happened, who won.
im sorry about wat happened just now. i cant believe till now i cant even bring myself to trust someone older than me. you dont get it. all i wanted is just ask WHY CANT I TRUST ADULTS... EVEN MY TEACHERS.. maybe i am being too naive.
to me, trust is too big a word and i lost it after wat had happened.

Jennifer: hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
I'M WITH MIN YEN NOW..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SAW A PICTURE OF MINYEN, SHE WAS ABOUT 5 AND IT'S SO CCCCCUUUUTTTTE!
COME AND SEE~
min yen: jennifer is crazy we r suppose to do math but we are bloggin now (: