trust. its a really big word isnt it?
i really question it when i make frenz. even now. can i even trust them. or maybe. can i even trust you. that is what it shows. people are complicated. they are not as simple as you think. but then i convince myself its not right. people are simple creatures. seriously. i sound insane aint i? its like i get too naive n i get hurt then learn sth... its always lke dat. i dun get why.
2009年4月29日星期三
2009年4月28日星期二
you are always siding with her. and u lied to me. i couldnt believe it. i thought we were.....at least frens.....== i hate it. its all my fault i dun blame noone. its just me i lrn it from the hard way everytime. u dun get it. i mean. ALL OF YOU wun get it. *cries deep in my heart*
Breathe SLow Alesha Dixon
im tired of I'm running outta patience 'coz i can't believe what the hell i'm hearing..
& speaking of hell it don't compare to this heat that i am feeling..
I love you to much it shows, all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Can't forget to breathe slow, count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
'coz ladies taking in & get composure for i lose & get composure
Im going to breathe slow,
count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
coz ladies taking in & get composure ladies never lose composure
Not gonna lie or even try,
you've got my world spinning..
& i aint the one who shot the gun
coz that means you will be winning.. ohh yeee
I love you to much it shows,
all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Somebody better hold me back..
your lucky i know know how to act,
so lucky i aint gonna attack.
I'm being calm and cool but believe me you,
it's taking everything to just breathe breathe breatheee
dis song is sooo rite for me. im juz tired of everything. im too gullible. im too naive. or maybe you dun realize it.== . its all sarcastism dun u no? im OKAY. im fine. im SMILING. IM SOOO LAUGHING FROM MY HEART.
its so stressing now. tests life tests. frenz. lies. frenz. more lies. i reli wish dat life is more simpler.
i need some 1 to bbe with me now. but i dun think anyone noes it. even though im writing it here it SO duz not work. im juz tired. i need some1 to encourage me time to time. dats all i want. is it dat hard.
我真的要哭了
我真的要哭了
Breathe SLow Alesha Dixon
im tired of I'm running outta patience 'coz i can't believe what the hell i'm hearing..
& speaking of hell it don't compare to this heat that i am feeling..
I love you to much it shows, all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Can't forget to breathe slow, count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
'coz ladies taking in & get composure for i lose & get composure
Im going to breathe slow,
count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed
coz ladies taking in & get composure ladies never lose composure
Not gonna lie or even try,
you've got my world spinning..
& i aint the one who shot the gun
coz that means you will be winning.. ohh yeee
I love you to much it shows,
all my emotions go out of control..
Good for you, bad for me when i can hardly see from the tears that flow..
Somebody better hold me back..
your lucky i know know how to act,
so lucky i aint gonna attack.
I'm being calm and cool but believe me you,
it's taking everything to just breathe breathe breatheee
dis song is sooo rite for me. im juz tired of everything. im too gullible. im too naive. or maybe you dun realize it.== . its all sarcastism dun u no? im OKAY. im fine. im SMILING. IM SOOO LAUGHING FROM MY HEART.
its so stressing now. tests life tests. frenz. lies. frenz. more lies. i reli wish dat life is more simpler.
i need some 1 to bbe with me now. but i dun think anyone noes it. even though im writing it here it SO duz not work. im juz tired. i need some1 to encourage me time to time. dats all i want. is it dat hard.
我真的要哭了
我真的要哭了
2009年4月27日星期一
piano piano concert piano
其实 星期五的演唱会
如果哥哥知道的话 他应该也会去吧 too bad he is not here
想到钢琴就生气
piano tcher lied 2 me >< 本来说好我考五级的 现在不知道为什么变三==
but who cares....我现在忙着把我的第一首歌改好 加歌词 录下来 写第二首 第三首 。。。
真得好想要跟kelvin 一样厉害 他写了好多好多歌 guitar electric guitar ....
羡慕羡慕ing
他写得个是很不错XD
还记得 我叫他教我 但没有教到什么 后来自己学 已有灵感 就可以了
我还需要一个更original 1 第一首歌是在弹彩虹的时候突然想到
第二首歌我要更快一点点的 希望克一加歌词
加油拉~
min yen (:
如果哥哥知道的话 他应该也会去吧 too bad he is not here
想到钢琴就生气
piano tcher lied 2 me >< 本来说好我考五级的 现在不知道为什么变三==
but who cares....我现在忙着把我的第一首歌改好 加歌词 录下来 写第二首 第三首 。。。
真得好想要跟kelvin 一样厉害 他写了好多好多歌 guitar electric guitar ....
羡慕羡慕ing
他写得个是很不错XD
还记得 我叫他教我 但没有教到什么 后来自己学 已有灵感 就可以了
我还需要一个更original 1 第一首歌是在弹彩虹的时候突然想到
第二首歌我要更快一点点的 希望克一加歌词
加油拉~
min yen (:
2009年4月23日星期四
2009年4月16日星期四
2009年4月15日星期三
memories
i really havent blogged for a long time.
and and i realized that there's been so long i did many man things
all of a sudden
i think of the days in suis where we went crazy
cant remember names of tcher
the math tcher forced me to eat wellll not reli force
i lost my lunch card n den he told me i had to eat so i used his money n bought a manum. i didnt really finish it tho
and anthony accused me of stealling his jacket cuz mine was xtra huge n he lost his n i started screaming n mr whoever came.== lols
n kevin j. cheated off my science test paper i let him copy XD
and I MISS CASH'S BEATBOX! OMG HE IS SO COOL
and paul his bday is june 15 1993! haha older dan me by 1 yr 0 mths 0 days
and tommy he is so tall! i remember doing the sponge thing with him~ n he was so nice
n erika ~ she's a model now (: so cool
and katie (: she's so cute
and lily! i remember standing outside the korean division class when dey were having music n singing!
oh yah n i remember kevin teaching us how to dance TELL ME XD
and those afternoon trying to steal basketball court with the local division
dey always get it every thursday
A-A-A-NNOYING
plus they r ttly dirty minded *urgh*
and julia
erika n me lied to her b4
cuz she was eerrrr annoying?
anyways. imiss all of dem (:
and in shs :
me and alice stalked a guy X) cuz alice tot he was cute
nwe wanted to noe y he was in the local division dorm.
and alice tot me how to flirt but i failed
she told me to go to a guy n ask for the time
he did look cute
but i hrd he had a gf = =
n i remember the day where my xbf stlk me. in the rain. n the necklace part gave me the 2nd day i said it was cool
n i remember walking in the rain with another fren
how i wish ssis had fields n hills lke shs
den can sit there n eat cup noodle
i remember eating with cake alice and some other sexy babes
DEY R TTLY SEXY :D
AND THEY SURE GOT GOOD TASTES (:
and i remember the pair of lesbians who were always lying dere.
and the day when we sneaked out of skl to eat i bought sushi and ate at the fountain
anways i need to concentrate on physics report,
i love you
(:
(:
and and i realized that there's been so long i did many man things
all of a sudden
i think of the days in suis where we went crazy
cant remember names of tcher
the math tcher forced me to eat wellll not reli force
i lost my lunch card n den he told me i had to eat so i used his money n bought a manum. i didnt really finish it tho
and anthony accused me of stealling his jacket cuz mine was xtra huge n he lost his n i started screaming n mr whoever came.== lols
n kevin j. cheated off my science test paper i let him copy XD
and I MISS CASH'S BEATBOX! OMG HE IS SO COOL
and paul his bday is june 15 1993! haha older dan me by 1 yr 0 mths 0 days
and tommy he is so tall! i remember doing the sponge thing with him~ n he was so nice
n erika ~ she's a model now (: so cool
and katie (: she's so cute
and lily! i remember standing outside the korean division class when dey were having music n singing!
oh yah n i remember kevin teaching us how to dance TELL ME XD
and those afternoon trying to steal basketball court with the local division
dey always get it every thursday
A-A-A-NNOYING
plus they r ttly dirty minded *urgh*
and julia
erika n me lied to her b4
cuz she was eerrrr annoying?
anyways. imiss all of dem (:
and in shs :
me and alice stalked a guy X) cuz alice tot he was cute
nwe wanted to noe y he was in the local division dorm.
and alice tot me how to flirt but i failed
she told me to go to a guy n ask for the time
he did look cute
but i hrd he had a gf = =
n i remember the day where my xbf stlk me. in the rain. n the necklace part gave me the 2nd day i said it was cool
n i remember walking in the rain with another fren
how i wish ssis had fields n hills lke shs
den can sit there n eat cup noodle
i remember eating with cake alice and some other sexy babes
DEY R TTLY SEXY :D
AND THEY SURE GOT GOOD TASTES (:
and i remember the pair of lesbians who were always lying dere.
and the day when we sneaked out of skl to eat i bought sushi and ate at the fountain
anways i need to concentrate on physics report,
i love you
(:
(:
2009年4月8日星期三
"frenship"
with her and her and him
i relize the real world
so i wana say "thank you" to all of them in a very SARCASTIC WAY if u cant see it
i relize the wrld isnt dat simple
full of 3 ppl
backstabbers, ppl who r gullible, more ppl who r gullible
i do not have a quan li to make u think wat i wana say
but yah
dats all wat i wana say
and watever u wana say n think
"frenship"
all over again
i relize the real world
so i wana say "thank you" to all of them in a very SARCASTIC WAY if u cant see it
i relize the wrld isnt dat simple
full of 3 ppl
backstabbers, ppl who r gullible, more ppl who r gullible
i do not have a quan li to make u think wat i wana say
but yah
dats all wat i wana say
and watever u wana say n think
"frenship"
all over again
2009年4月2日星期四
好久没有这样写blog
今天气时说可以算是挺high 的说
一开始时bio test 不知道为什么做到一半就超累的 后来真得不耐烦了 一直在写crap 所以就去洗脸== 后来好多了 但是呢 没时间把crap 重写 超讨厌的
test 过了超爽的 下星期还有phy test和bio test
然后呢 我 joxin jennifer 去那纸盒子 spraypaint scissors 做proj. 就在hallway ｓｐｒａｙ超多人都说好臭哦 我差点吐了 ｍｓ ｆｏｎｇ 还一直跟我说dun go smell the fumes.... 可是没办法 那些东西一喷就会飞来飞去。。。==
oh yah n 在放报纸的时候 我们不知道为什么拿了很多那个obituary page 超恐怖的说n i was lke telling joxin omg so many dead ppl joxin said every minute got some1 die den i said yah i noe but i dun lke dese pages....我就快点那别的报纸盖在上面 你知道吗？那些照片超恐怖的说 很creepy 超不喜欢的
lunch 的那些就skip 吧~
后来是phy 可是我已经做完了就有半个小时free time n 跟wc n vince 聊天 有一个part 朝尴尬的 快点change topic.
后来art class 我们就很无聊 就聊天 后来我就用那个glue gun 的东西 弄了一个小小的glue stick 幸亏没被老师发现
要努力了
加油加油加油拉～
m.y.
一开始时bio test 不知道为什么做到一半就超累的 后来真得不耐烦了 一直在写crap 所以就去洗脸== 后来好多了 但是呢 没时间把crap 重写 超讨厌的
test 过了超爽的 下星期还有phy test和bio test
然后呢 我 joxin jennifer 去那纸盒子 spraypaint scissors 做proj. 就在hallway ｓｐｒａｙ超多人都说好臭哦 我差点吐了 ｍｓ ｆｏｎｇ 还一直跟我说dun go smell the fumes.... 可是没办法 那些东西一喷就会飞来飞去。。。==
oh yah n 在放报纸的时候 我们不知道为什么拿了很多那个obituary page 超恐怖的说n i was lke telling joxin omg so many dead ppl joxin said every minute got some1 die den i said yah i noe but i dun lke dese pages....我就快点那别的报纸盖在上面 你知道吗？那些照片超恐怖的说 很creepy 超不喜欢的
lunch 的那些就skip 吧~
后来是phy 可是我已经做完了就有半个小时free time n 跟wc n vince 聊天 有一个part 朝尴尬的 快点change topic.
后来art class 我们就很无聊 就聊天 后来我就用那个glue gun 的东西 弄了一个小小的glue stick 幸亏没被老师发现
要努力了
加油加油加油拉～
m.y.
2009年4月1日星期三
20 i wld's
i wld make the word regretion
i wld join the opposite class
i wld think of the happy days
i wld think of the days when i didnt choose the other choice
lke dance
i wld want to be nicer to u but i cldnt
i wld stop saying not nice words to u but it juz slips out
i wld not understand u if i cld
i wld walk in the rain and cry
i wld walk to a cliff of a mountain and scream
i wld start playing basket ball and play for a long time
i wld dance and dance until i am out of breathe
iwld play the piano again and again or make new songs
i wld be silent if nobody wld ask me if im ok or not
i wld sit in the corner and think and think
i wld sit beside the window and stare outside
i wld draw and draw and draw
i wld walk whereever my legs will bring me to
i wld go to the beach for a whole day
i wld go to a toy museum for a whole day or mayb two
i wld smile and smile and smile but i will be sure dat it will all be real
i wld join the opposite class
i wld think of the happy days
i wld think of the days when i didnt choose the other choice
lke dance
i wld want to be nicer to u but i cldnt
i wld stop saying not nice words to u but it juz slips out
i wld not understand u if i cld
i wld walk in the rain and cry
i wld walk to a cliff of a mountain and scream
i wld start playing basket ball and play for a long time
i wld dance and dance until i am out of breathe
iwld play the piano again and again or make new songs
i wld be silent if nobody wld ask me if im ok or not
i wld sit in the corner and think and think
i wld sit beside the window and stare outside
i wld draw and draw and draw
i wld walk whereever my legs will bring me to
i wld go to the beach for a whole day
i wld go to a toy museum for a whole day or mayb two
i wld smile and smile and smile but i will be sure dat it will all be real
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