truth

the day i came here,
and the day i met you.
i didnt know that you were what you are now.

i always thought,
you were much better.
not mean, not selfish,
but friendly, kind, and thoughtful.

but then,
as time slowly passes,
i realize the truth,
th truth that cuts, slashes,
and leaves marks in my heart.

i want to ask you now,
why are you like this?
or is this something that i should learn,
that the more u be freinds with some one,
the more you dislike them?

is this the way u treeat me?
why are you doing this?

life

juz realize dat making freinds is harder than making enemies cuz u dun haf to know a person to h8 dem rite... *sigh* getting too emotional n senstitive again

taekwondo class was sooooo tired yesterday...SAT class was so boring the day bfore

i wana change ....again....im tired of the me now....maybe not tired, but just scared. its not thaat easy for everything. or maybe im just making things complicated. because this is the time when i realize that life is complicated. people is complicated. thoughts are complicated. so whats not?

SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT

had boring SAT classes in the morning. bet everyone in 9th grade knows it already.

2day is a bad bad day + a normal normal day. mayb i m tooo errr...心软？
lol, sounds stupid but yeah
its a normal normal day because i realize of many many things.... >< *pressurized*
bad bad day because i quarreled with my brother yesterday n my mom n dad got angry n i was sad.. n i think i cried too much till i couldnt breathe. i think that i should learn to handle stress more....cuz...
peer pressure + homework stress + personal stress= 我要疯了！
why is SAT so boring???!!!

(:

waaaahhh~
lols i cant blive dat we're in s3 now....i feeel s2 still....
alot of newbies, but yeah , dey ROCK~ cant blive dat dey helped me so much....
old ppl new ppl ...
虽然感觉上有点喘不过气来〉〈但是呢， 应该没有他们我也不知道该怎么办了吧？

今天数学考试SO HARD !
bet only the geniuses did question 6><>< not fun :(

suddenly felt lke saying thank you to so many ppl like jing yi keyou sung jun....lol...said tons of times to them. thank you. thank you . thank you. but w/o their help i dun think i can 过这些日子。。。i sound as if im dying....@@
but den yeah 世界上没有朋友真得活不下去阿~
i mean bcuz ofstuff dat happened before ive never get to have that kind of freindship feeling REAL REAL FREINDSHIP FEELING but den yeah.... me cant live without frenz
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